Monday, April 15, 2013

"Learning to Ride Out the Storm"




At the community of faith I serve, we are beginning a new message series based on the Book of Job titled, “Learning to Ride Out the Storm.”  Whenever I ask for ideas for meaningful sermon topics, the question inevitably arises about the “bad stuff” that happens to us.  Questions of evil and of suffering are challenging and ever present in our lives.  We all have struggles and “storms” in our lives, so the question I would pose for us to consider is, “How can we learn to ride out the storms?”  We cannot and must not ignore the storms, or try to avoid struggle.  It is part of the very fabric of our human existence.  How will we endure and even thrive in the midst of storms?  I think the following quotation from Theodore Roosevelt might give us some insight:
"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming, but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat."
I am convinced that in order to survive and even thrive in the midst of the storms of life we must spend ourselves “daring greatly.”  What would it mean to risk entering fully into those hard places, and realize that we are never alone?  At its best, being church means that we help each other to become souls who strive valiantly and are willing to enter into the storms of life together.  Any community of faith I serve as pastor must KNOW that we don't “play church” by merely attending meetings or absentmindedly going to church on Sundays.  We sincerely strive for vital connections that give life and healing to the world.  What might that look like in your life? If you are in the midst of a storm in your life right now, will you please reach out and risk asking for someone to travel on this journey with you? 

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Who Did God Use to Call Me to Ordained Ministry? SynchBlog Day– #Explo13 #UMC


As I mentioned in my previous post, God is obviously the one who called me to professional, ordained ministry, but there have been a lot of people (a "cloud of witnesses") cheering me along the way.

As someone who was baptized as an infant in a small, rural United Methodist Church in Polk, Nebraska, I have known that I somehow belonged to God from the beginning.  We moved around a lot, and eventually settled in the Seattle area.  I was active in my high school youth group, and was asked to tell the congregation about a retreat we had gone on.  Following that worship service an elderly woman in that congregation told me something I had never heard before and hoped never to hear again...  "You would make a wonderful pastor!"  I thought she was crazy.  In hindsight I just wasn't ready. Yet.


Following some "wilderness" years through college and beyond, when I was not certain of anything except my own nagging doubts and questions, I decided that I needed a sense of being grounded in a faith community to aid me in my spiritual searching.  We found a vital and vibrant community of faith, and while in that church many people began to invite me into leadership positions (small group, worship, church visioning, etc.).  After a particularly powerful retreat, I was asked about the impact of that time away.  I replied that if God wanted it all, God was going to get it all.  That person replied that it was wonderful that I was going to pursue ordination. I was perfectly happy as a physical therapist, and my family and I craved stability since both my wife and I moved a lot until we were age twelve.  "What are you talking about?"  But the question lingered and burned away at me.  "Really, God?  Me? But I am really happy, and I don't want to go..."

I then entered into a season of discernment that was at times heart wrenching and difficult, and at times made my soul sing.  I began meeting with informal mentors, both clergy and faithful laypeople, one of whom chided me to "bloom where you are planted," and not to worry about seminary, etc.  I was already in ministry right at that moment, and my understanding of that would grow over time.  Over a period of several months, I discerned that my life would not be complete without pursuing this path, and then I spent a couple of years paying off my student loans for my first career and investigating educational opportunities.

In my experience, I have had ecstatic (stand apart) experiences of the Divine but I have also experienced God speaking to me through other people.  I have learned that everything is discernment, and everything is ministry.  I hope we can all continue to listen...

Perhaps you are hearing a call, and if you are a young adult, you might consider attending Exploration 2013.  Here is a link: ExploreCalling.org